The Future

I visited a sweet church today. The pastor emphasized that we always want our church to be about winning people to Christ. I love that reminder. Its so easy to get caught up in the things that matter, but not as much as our missional mindset. Jesus loves lost people. 100% of the time.

I'm hoping that I get a job this week. My weeks are always so empty. It is so nice at times because I have so much time to just hang out with friends and catch up with old ones. I need to be making money though.

I think working with kids is what I need to do with my future. Or, at least working with people. I love talking to little kids about Jesus. I like hearing their thoughts about how church is boring and hearing a 5 year old say "We get to eat Jesus when we're in second grade!" so excitedly.

The future is such a mystery. And by future, I'm talking the next six months. I always have second thoughts about everything. I'm just trying to keep my eyes and ears open to God and where He's guiding me. I know hes guiding me somewhere. All of this little stuff where I feel like I'm spinning in circles isn't for nothing. He's knitting something awesome together, I just know it. But I'm not worried. I know that God has something planned for me. and I know that He knows best.
Jesus, help me to be faithful to you.

I'm excited for Thursday. My mother and I start our bible study. I'm excited for July. I'm excited to go to Morning Star and worship Jesus with inner city kids. It will be awesome.

I like blogging. It makes me feel like that girl from Julie and Julia that blogs about her cooking for however long. It makes me feel like I'm in that movie! :) And it is a GOOD movie! And it makes me feel like I have hobbies. But I don't know that blogging is considered a "hobby". Ha, going to Hillsboro for college last fall really showed me my lack of hobbies. I learned to knit while I was there. I dont wear scarves often though (thats the only thing I can make so far haha). Maybe next year I'll get another hobby. Something useful. I'm going to be a hobby person! You just wait and see.